I feel sad for the state of my State.
“Rape is least frequent (or is least frequently reported) in New Jersey. The state with the second-highest rate of reported rape, behind Alaska, is South Dakota, with a rate of 70 per 100,000.”
I don’t want to get out of bed. It’s so cold. PLEASE don’t make me get out of bed. There’s tea? Okay. Fine.
I was supposed to get up early today but I didn’t wake up until 10:15, which is usually how it goes when I should be doing important things.. There’s a lot going on in my life and I don’t have anyone to tell it to, so I’ll tell you. I bought a book called “how to travel practically anywhere”, and I’m planning on making a trip to Canada to meet a boy as soon as my self esteem allows it. That’s the thing, though. I am so worried I’ll drive all that way and he’ll hate me as much as I hate me. This is so hard for me. He knows I’m only pondering it right now, because I’m nervous about being abandoned in an unfamiliar place. I’m trying to remedy these mental issues by taking more nude photos of myself. I can’t tell if it’s helping but I think if I make him wait forever, he’ll eventually not even care to see me anymore. Thank you for listening.
Gah! This is pretty freaking adorable. Are those galaxies on your panties? I want those! Dear, here is the thing - if you wait until your self esteen allows you to go, you won’t go. Emotionally prepare yourself for the journey and go. If things work out you have someone to show you around a new place, if they don’t, you get to discover yourself AND a new place. You can do it. We’ve got great Coffee Clubbers in CA if things don’t work out!
See, there are perk for procrastinating … stay beautiful people …. and stay caffeinated.